Photo Phobia...

Sooo...I have a photo phobia. I may take like 20 pictures, and I juuuusssst may like one. Some may view this as insecurity. I don't know what to call it, but I have a hard time taking pictures then after picking myself apart. The irony is, in the mirror, most of the time, I think I'm beautiful. However, the story changes when I take pictures. The person in the mirror, and the person in the picture almost become two different people, so I rarely take or post pictures.

I am determined to stop this, and I will overcome.

The other part of my reality of not posting pictures has been that I don't want to labeled as the "she thinks she's cute" girl. I am not sure what is really wrong with that, but in my household when I was growing up, you were comically, yet underlying truthfully, almost shunned for "thinking you are cute." This "think you are cute" mentality followed me through high school, so I have been scared to "think I'm cute" all my life.

Psssttt...shhhhh....come here... I have a confession...some days I think I am cute...sooo I just may post a few pictures. Some of these pictures are older; others are new. I just ask that you work with me through my "self healing posting pics" journey.